(New Post! 8/21/2026) On Tour TMS Machine if I ever lowered dose of saphris or did no meds in future and other things about myself.

Trying to do less YouTube Videos that I share sorry for the overload on the old posts

I thought on tour if I ever get the opportunity, a TMS machine or something on the tour bus for me to get TMS often, so that way I can be off meds or on the lowest dose of Saphris or on Cobenfy lowest dose or even med free with TMS etc.

I need to get 200 million prayer experience on the Hi Scores of Old School RuneScape I am close, just been distracted getting tutored for things in school coming up learning Maya and other programs. And I am also upset at myself for being stubborn about my meds, look I think doctors are amazing they save us from delusional thinking. Plus, I am not allowed to post anymore without a review, but I ask AI to review it for me now a days if it’s not my therapist.

Maybe Eminem can teach me what’s wrong with me and we make a song called Dumb Doctor or Pills and Relapse or something I am just dreaming.

I have so many songs to write I do 4 to 5 songs a week for review, so I don’t have time to write the post. But anyways nothing much new my 2 girlfriends I see them once a week and rotate them I could have kids with some of them, and I get it for free frankly I am the man. The super woman one day.

Some of my oldest songs were influenced mainly by Eminem, and some by Chris Brown and Drake. But I had a mix of styles and a variety of types of songs. I probably regret a lot of my old songs because Eminem influenced a lot of my lyrics, and some of those lyrics got me in a lot of trouble. The influence Eminem had over me was to sound criminal, and it wasn’t a good image. I also went through difficult experiences involving a babysitter who molested me and people who touched me. Eminem’s The Slim Shady LP got me through the day. I enjoyed the beats and the words, and my therapist has helped me keep my lyrics clean so I can keep them cleaner than my old stuff.

So, if you ever run into my old stuff, it’s a Stan reuploading my stuff with my old TuneCore account or something from my old account lingering around. I’m not sure. I regret a lot of those songs. I want positive messages.

Added thought below:

I would need a big support system to transition fully to a woman down below. The top part is pretty easy with the implants, but I had to add this thought: my parents don’t fully support it yet, and plus I like women and I have zero kids, so I want to procreate with partners one day and have kids.

I think if I have like three kids and a few other kids out there through girls I loved in the past, I will consider transitioning fully to a woman in my older age. I first need to focus on my music career and image if that occurs.

Since I like being with women, I would need to learn what they like if I transitioned fully to a woman, or I could keep just the bottom part and be half woman up top and half man down below. Either way, I don’t mind.

My therapist was watching the agent and ray Donavan 2014 I’m considering trying them.

I am rewatching the beast in me with Claire Daines

 

Playing Taylor Swifts album a lot lately. My remasters should come out just as good!

Taylor Swift Folklore

Taylor Swift Album on Spotify

The Recovery of Augusto Gabe

Rick and Morty Live Forever