How I have been: plus, the music coming along, album 2 almost done, no remasters explanation, and album 4^th will be like first 99% rap hopefully.

Still jamming to my own music all day and Bully, not going on tour no one has discovered me my meds make me sleepy and tired I got no energy I don’t feel like getting a job, I work from home anyways mainly, nobody loves me. I am so happy to believe in spiritual atheism, I had to accept I like the nice things about Christianity but I hate the bible and teachings that contradict my mom sent me Spinoza on YouTube about how he spoke out against hell and religious doctrine, they used to persecute atheists a lot. I honestly love being co-existing with people, but I am not fully blown famous yet I got only 180 viewers a month on Spotify so I don’t want to be bothered in public unless it’s polite, but I would rather not.

My therapist was against me doing the bidding line in Lonely Girl but honestly, I want to help catch predators one day I was called a predator by a lot of people I didn’t even realize the tattoo on the wall was a young girl or anime, I am mad at myself for getting it I would like to cover it with thorns or a skirt one day, but I still haven’t done it. Either way my sexual disorder is complicated you should never admit those things to people.

I believe I would be a good father one day, regardless of my sexuality. Either way I hope you all get better from those disorders of sexuality on the younger side if you have it, its not your fault entirely but take meds or get counseling or both, either way Mark used to say Jail to me all the time about my drug dealing and I guess I took out my anger on the internet and against police because that was my past for 7 years medicated on anti-psychotics smoking 2 packs of cigarettes a day talking conspiracy all day, I miss those days but now I realize police are not the enemy, its some police, its good and bad in every religion, good and bad people, good and bad teachers etc.

I also believe people think I like children when they see my leg and I don’t care personally because they don’t know me, I would never harm a kid, plus I will be a billionaire one day with John Morgan and my future so eat it mother suckas, I believe in myself, I will finish school and love my family. Spiritual Atheist period, Agnostics are not so bad either Bill was an Agnostic, but either way I like to believe in evolution. Spirituality is fun to believe in. And one of my girlfriends when we watched the Epstein stuff together, she joked about me being on the island and it made me cry later on it hurt my feelings, she is very mean to me sometimes.

Maybe it’s the porn addiction I need to conquer one day either way I don’t view illegal material never will. Can I still help people with that disorder who have that problem without incriminating myself? Are the lyrics in my music helpful to them, do they help them overcome their addictions and thoughts? Or do we all need Seroquel and to gain 300 pounds lol.

I dream of being famous one day, but I would need 1 million album sales for my therapist and mom to even react a certain way, do they freeze my views and sales? I wonder.

After School I may try transitioning to a woman if I finish the school if I get in, I will let you know if I get in or if its going to be the other campus the one that got me in trouble, or if its real estate or both. I probably wouldn’t show properties managing stuff behind the scenes since I am famous.

And John Morgan or whatever lawyer handles my sperm case against the rehabs won’t get approved to sue to rehabs or get a settlement till I am done with school or after, so either way I am stuck got 2 girlfriends I rotate between I have had 20 or 18 female lovers in my life but I used condoms with about 97% of them, either way I need to save money for music, baby mamas, with children, they want me to finish school. Some were probably mad, I served time in rehab, but I needed a break from life.

I bought a blue tooth speaker for 40 dollars I’m tired of the static on my computer and the beats by Dre stuff bought by apple is not the sweatproof or water-resistant version or whatever and they don’t work so well they have static. The Air Pods Pro works amazingly and there is no static and same thing for the blue tooth speakers probably.

Lol Lonely girl had an alarm go off when I recorded must punch in to fix it then replace the audio

I also decided not to remaster the songs for the singing albums yet only one was remastered didn’t like it so much although it was slightly better, but I can’t afford the expense so may pay for the recording sessions to be sent to me. So, for now saving the sessions paying to save them to 75 a session so my boy can buy more Jerk Chicken lol we go back and forth and joke, LMAO I am like is this revenge for slave times the prices and he is like no “slavery is forgotten” lol I am Hispanic bro I am not no slave owner, he so funny.

The Albums in order so far are:

The Recovery of Augusto Gabe

Captain of Delusions: Almost done 3 songs left plus redoing 1 punch in

Mr. Augusto Carlin: Singing and rap split in the middle will not remaster either just save the recording sessions on my drives clouds so to speak. 2 bonus tracks as long as it all goes well. Waiting for a vocalist to get approved to work on it, and if not, I take the original tracks, I am excited about it, I like giving other studios business they are much slower though when it comes to vocalist. Hitt was faster about it.

The Spiritual Atheist: Since I lost the original one and had to take it down will get my lyrics approved the new stuff, I like this one here. This will be rap primarily like 98% rap to compromise or all raps. 14 to 15 tracks

This one is undetermined after that we will see. I take breaks in between my albums.

But if Kanye takes his meds now maybe I take meds for life if they get me a placebo a phony pharmacy do those exist if I get recruited lol. I want to EMBED bully, but I decided not to maybe in future I embed it on Spotify or YouTube. Go check it out, Futures new album was not my favorite thing I didn’t like a lot of it, but I like “High off Life” and a few others, but either way yeah.

So, enjoy the non-remastered they are still low auto tune and eq just not fully worked on. It’s rawer the voice.