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(Fixed) Is the internet lying? About medicines. Music AI Flags, and relative falling out etc.

I see doctors say that we need meds to be schizo-effective, but I don’t believe I need the medicines. Other people think I do. I think the threat is coming from outside sources. I was fine off meds for a lot of my life. And most of the meds I started on were antidepressants, gabapentin, and Xanax, which ruined me in a way. So basically, when they say to take the meds for the pancreatic insufficiency, I debate if I should even do it.

I like to absorb less weight when I eat. If I took these pills again, I get constipated and get headaches and then must live off MiraLAX and laxatives my whole life, and it claims I can have osteoporosis as an old man when I am older, but I have my doubts about it. I don’t know if I believe in all medical science; I think doctors can lie, and doctors can summon cancer in bad individuals, etc. So, you never know.

I don’t know what to believe. Do people who are watchers watch all my movements on a computer, what I listen to, what television I watch, where I drive with drones, etc.? And does that mean if I were hypothetically a terrible person, they could diagnose me with cancer or something? So I really have to think about it. I am a conspiracy theorist; I am waiting to see if my therapist just recommends a probiotic to replace those pancreas meds.

I basically can’t eat my favorite foods from restaurants if I take the med for the pancreas because it causes more weight gain. This is all due to smoking being the problem according to science so I don’t absorb food as good as others.

I got tutored for ZBrush on iPad and am wondering if I should get tutored on the computer. I get stuck on it. Asking a school counselor about it. Also, I got a physical tutor for Maya and Substance 3D Painter.

But for the programs involving coding, which you barely do in my major, some people in the project in class will do the coding, but if I had to pitch in, there will be help in class and guides.

But the problem with online tutoring is the programmer they pair me with. They can send me malicious or Trojan-type code that I insert into my computer program, and it downloads a virus or an attack. So, I am on the fence about using a tutor. A physical tutor is better, but they only had online. The guy had to be in North Carolina; no offense to him, but after the 10th video of us watching it together and following along, some malicious code could be placed on my computer.

He also recommended a program that has bad reviews, with tutorials I’m not sure are legit.

I’ve heard stories Google has told me; it’s real. It can happen. I would practically need to know the tutor in person to even trust them, but that’s a pain. The service claims they don’t know anyone. I may just have to force myself to practice on my own. I like Codecademy online to learn programming; it has an AI feature if you get stuck. My English isn’t the best, don’t worry.

So I have to go through the videos on my own and learn what I can. I want to take my time.

Not to air my dirty laundry, but I got into a falling-out with a relative. He treats me very poorly. He sends threats to me, and I think I’m done talking to him. He is addicted to dabbing, which is strong weed, and he can’t function without it and has a hot temper. He even got off his lamotrigine, or antipsychotic, and has the same diagnosis as me, and he has probably written things on the internet also, and it’s a step relative; I may need to wait till I get a full-on apology, or I’ll just leave the relationship.

I have my own delusional disorder, etc. It’s not like I recall actual voices. But I tend to believe things that aren’t real. I don’t want to be related to this person anymore because they treat me like a bad criminal. He only needs me when it’s to play games with me, and after that he never really wants to hang out. Especially after my mental problems became public. And he is a republican who is in denial about Trump doing things to children. So I am actually upset I have to end it, but he’s already threatened me and my family, so he is no longer invited.

Eminem is the perfect example of a guy like me. I started out shady like him in my music, and it haunts me to this day with this relative of mine.

I sent my relative an apology, even though I still want one from my relative one day. Because he got threatening with me, but either way, I’m trying to patch it up now.

I asked my relative over text to apologize for threatening me when I posted something crazy, and he doesn’t want to forgive me, etc.

My friend at Hitt Squad would call himself the bareback king when he was stationed in Japan, and he told me stories, and his uncle or something believes in herbs for HIV. I mean, if you took your HIV meds with your herbs, it would be fine, I said to him, and he claims his uncle has seen cures. I call BS on this, but that’s his belief.

Lol, my songs from the first album had a strange email about how AI was used. I’m confused. I’m checking with them to see if they need to see the contract and if they need copyright number cases, because Krash swears no AI was used, and he is confused too. Maybe it’s a precaution, or maybe I’m being falsely reported by Trump supporters, but either way, I’m on it! My producer is charging me a lot for the documentation. I told him it could happen to me on Distro Kid also. DAW Screen shot sessions a public statement on all programs used for the project not sure.

Krash joked with me about how we won’t help me with the AI flags and I got upset and almost started crying and I had to make him laugh on the mic, to pull at his heart strings, I will be so pissed off if he can’t provide future documentation in the future, I am willing to pay upwards of 700 dollars or more on average to get the documents I know it’s inconvenient but with AI music these days this is happening to many artist.

I had a therapist from way back in the past who acted like I was aggressive when I asked to be a woman when I was 17, and that turned me off from using her as a therapist.

My mom wants me to have a Spanish girl one day, but I told my mom and therapist I like a white girl who knows Spanish or an Asian who knows Spanish.

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