(Fixed I made the videos bigger hit refresh on this page) May start recording again soon. Good news in music, things with therapist and other things going on.
May start recording again soon. I got 3 more songs to write for the Mr. Augusto Carlin album. As I write this, I may finish by today 8/26/2026 or tomorrow. I keep my lyrics as inoffensive and simple as possible. I am also trying not to be a super clean artist like Taylor Swift either, I am still explicit, but I don’t take it to extremes or drug addiction or other bad topics I may have touched in the past. My criminal image is cleaner, a repentant criminal addicted to sex is my image sort of on a lot of my music.
I am taking a fall class online as well, so I am excited to see how that goes. I am debating if I should ever upload the lyrics to anywhere one day maybe waiting for the copyright to get approved first. I still have to copyright 2 alternate versions of the 2nd album as it is getting remastered. And I don’t think I need to copyright again the songs if they are just more eq and tune only if a verse changed etc.
I am 90% certain I will not upload the songs 4 at a time slowly I may wait till they are all in my inbox before I take down the 2nd album and reupload the remastered version which sounds better more like Weeknd and Taylor Swift. That is why Gabe and Tina came out so good because they may have worked on it more than the others.
Bros and sisters, the music is coming out great, it’s like Taylor Swift and Kanye and Eminem all had a baby and it was me on the track with the new remastering touches of eq and tune, they say you don’t need it for rap but 2 pure rap songs on the album got some effects also to see how it sounds.
My music will come out so good, that it will make all you punk sound like garbage compared to my shit lmao. No offense don’t preach to a princess like me, I got the princess flow. Like when Kanye said Don’t Preach to a God, to a God lol. But to a princess since I will transition one day.
I asked my therapist if I should ever go to Dr. Phil and she said no. She finds him arrogant and disingenuous and basically, I pictured my raps being performed on Dr. Phil one day talking about my schizo-affective disorder, but I guess she doesn’t see the vision in it.
I like how my old Philia song had Mod Archie talk about signing the agreement in that song to work at Jagex I would be happy if I talked to Mods on the phone about my music and website and had good news. My life is very stale. I am scared to go out in public to meet a woman.
I am worried about that so I live like a recluse with the 1 or 2 girlfriends I have now, I have been with many women in my life over 20 of them got lucky never got Aids it wouldn’t be the end of the world if I caught it but the girl I see swears she is clean.
She has pimples sometimes and looks like a white girl hick which I like, but one of the 2 girls is Latina, or one is Cuban and the other one I forget.
I wrote the song Want a Daughter I had some explicit words but nothing majorly wrong with it, like life lessons on the hoes and bitches, it’s going to be a fun song but 95% of it was clean without cuss words but just one cuss word deems it to be explicit. So, I guess I teach my life lessons as an atheist on why I want to teach my daughter atheism etc.
I think I would make a great father don’t care what haters say. I am great with you guys and teaching you guys about my music and life. Maybe Dr. Phil would disapprove of me then according to my therapist.
I am receiving the remasters fast like 10 of them in 1 week so when I have all 15, I will take down the old Captain of Delusions album and reupload the new one. And then we are cooking, then we can celebrate, the remaster sounds better than a Taylor swift song, but that’s just my opinion, I prefer Kanye and Eminem and Drake over Taylor Swift. I understand Eminem is just kidding with his words, and he helps troubled youth out when he raps the way he does.
Eminem is not a bad guy for rapping the way he does, I had a beautiful transgender person who cuts my hair explain to me that Eminem is bad, but I know that in my heart he means well and he has given money to charities and he probably isn’t a bad guy. I am a democrat like Eminem, but I am an atheist instead of a Christian. But yes, it’s hard to rap as a white guy, will my raps always remain clean for the foreseeable future they are not even close to what Eminem produces, maybe some people like my music better then Eminem because it’s not as offensive, time will tell.
Like I told other people when I am done with school in 2030 hopefully, I will transition into a woman hopefully I get discovered in music one day, save this comment screen shot it and pray for me.
My therapist jokes with me, the day I am famous whenever that is, that she wants me to say her name on stage and give her credit. It would have to be her or my family investing in my music one day no one has ever invested in me, but I didn’t finish school the proper way either. Hopefully the cut off age is 40 to discover me if I don’t finish by 40 but I should be done with school by 36 years old. Or 2030.
And I may remaster the 2 songs with singing on recovery of Augusto Gabe and republish it, not sure if the whole album will get it since it’s mainly for singing songs need to hear how it comes out with the 2 raps to see if I ever invest in it. Or just for the 2 singing tracks.
Pay for You’re all diseased on YouTube, it’s really good. Anti-religious comedy. My favorite comedian ever! He was brave! I got to keep cleaner lyrics because therapists make me but still, I think religion is bad for us and society.
George Carlin You’re all diseased (pay for it to watch it its worth it) Click here to watch it
If on a computer do full screen to watch the videos below:
Adele music Find her music on YouTube playlist: I love this artist saw her perform with Demi Lovato. I wanted to see Billie Ellish but I did a Meghan something but her concert got canceled ain’t that some shit.
Rick’s Love Interests Rick and Morty Adult swim
The Multiverse’s Darkest Dilemmas Rick and Morty adult swim
Rick Sanchez Ranting for 7 minutes straight Rick and Morty
Religion & There is no God George Carlin You Are All Diseased 1999
Why your HIV Status can you put on a sex offender Registry!
Trump Chickens out after threatening a Whole Civilization with Death & Even Crazies Think he’s crazy
Robert Sapolsky: The Biology of Humans at Our Best and Worst
Human Behavioral Biology: Introduction by Robert Sapolsky
Stigma with HIV how to live with it